Chapter 14

Mishay's P.O.V: 

I opened the door to find a girl 

Atwa8a3 hathee Sara

El mohim 

Sara: umm.. Hatha shalaih dalal el-flany

Mishary: um, eeh kahee dakhi

She smiled and got in 

And then i faced om hamad 

Mishary: salam oo 3alykom hala khalty

Om hamad: w 3alykom el salam, ha yalla?

Mishary: yalla

She entered and i followed 

We entered the living room

To find the girls leaving 

I looked at khaled ily khan ni6la3 

So we left 

Hamad's P.O.V: 

My mom??

Haw?? What is she doing here?

I ran up to her and kissed her forehead and gave her one if my 

tightest hugs

That smell

I miss it soo much

My question was: 

Yuma shag3d tsween ihny?

Mom: yeet 3asahan aklmik, abee agoolik il 9ij your old enough to handle the truth now 

She said as she sat next to me

Ha?? What truth? What is she talking about?

Me: yumaa taklmy shfeech??

Mom: okk here it goes.. Shoof hamad ana a7bik inta dinyity kilha, w if something happened to you i would die, and if you cried a single tear i just cant sleep at night..

Me: i wont fall for that anymore, you left me and never ask how im doing, i always wished that i have a true caring mother but i didn't 

Mom: hamad i always ask about you w kila a7ateek, wallah a7bik bas mo bedy, ely 9ar innan

*flashback*

Hamads mom P.O.V:

{ faisal = hamad's dad, noor = hamad's mom}

Ive been married for like 4 years i 

from now, and i had a son which is only 3 and his name is hamad i met faisal on the net, he told me he loves me, and i believed every word he said and we got married, and i was just 18

But everything he said were lies on top of lies, i just wish i never trusted him, he's a big fat j*rk, if something didn't go his way he starts to beat me and break everything in front of him and i was to scared to face him, and yes i have scars all over my body, i was treated like a maid, i had punishments 

Once he got soo mad and he took a fork and heat it with fire and attached it to my body and yes i still have the scar

Anyways i thought if we had a baby maybe things will change so i brought hamad, bas it didnt, hamad used to hear and see everything, his own parent fighting every 24 hours a day.. And there is nothing i can do about it.. 

One day i came back home to find faisal punishing hamad for something he didnt do 

Me: faisal stop it he's just 3

Faisal: shiftay il 7aywan shinu sawa?? 

Me: oouuf bas 3ad i had it

Faisal: hathaa ibn il kal* ana maa rabayta 3adil 

And he started to beat him up, one tear falls from hamad's eyes its like someone is punching my heart, thats it i had it, i have to face him may9er chithee.. 3ad ila my son..

Me: BAAS STOOP 

and i pulled hamad in a tight hug and did the first thing that came in mind.. 

Me: FAISAL 6ALIGNEE!!

Faisal: 6alag manee em6lag 

Me: bas ana ma abeek 

Faisal: ooh bas 3ad

Me: bas Faisal 6algnee al7een aw aroo7 il ma7kama oo ashtkee 3alak w a6lib il 6lag!!

Faisal: intay shfeech? Gilt makoo, w itha t7achaty agi9 ilsanich fahma?

Me: tadree shloun ra7 agool 7ag ahlik a7san.. 6ALIGGNEEE

Faisal: oooh laish ana wayed mihtam agool thilfay mabee ashoof rig3at wayhich.. W hamad ra7 yithil ma3ay w ya waylich in 5athatyy.. Fahma?? FAHMAAA??

At that moment i couldnt say a word

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me to "our room" he took a big bag

Faisal: noor 7i6ay a8rathich 5al9eny

I just looked at him scared of what he will do next and started to pack

Faisal: choofay ana ba6la3 w itha 

radat w ligaytich yaa yawalich miny

And he left

And all i did was cry..

Until i finished packing and took my bag and put them in the car and i was ready to go, i went in again and checked for the last time before leaving 

Suddenly i feel someone hugging me from my leg i look down to see 

hamad 

my baby boy 

Hamad: mama, pweaase dwnt relve me (please dont leave me)

Me: hamad, mama wont go anywhere, bas ill travel for a few days and ill come back 

I said as i carried him and just hugged him, by knowing that you wont be able to see your son that easily again, i stayed hugging him for hours until 

The nanny: maadam baba is on the way

Me: oh then i better be going 

i kissed hamad and hugged him and gave the nanny hamad and the last word i heard from him: 

Mama, i lobe you, pwease cume buck, dunt relve me pwease, im hamad pwease mama

And this hurt alot.. Bas i couldnt do anything, all i did was turn around and leave..

I stayed at my parents house for several nights then my parents traveled and in was all alone 

One day..

I was sitting doing nothing..

Suddenly..

The door bell rang....