Chapter 20

Hamads P.O.V: 

  I took some tissue and wiped the blood off her skin ... Bruises and cuts all over the place 

Mosta7eel itkoon 6ay7a... Fee a7ad imswee feeha shay 

I kept my thoughts to myself and tried my best to calm her down , but she kept crying and every second she cries even more, i cant handle seeing anyone this way .. 

I placed my hand on her back and started to rub to calm her down

Dalals P.O.V:

I dont know whats happening to me , im scared ,I dont know if i could trust a guy anymore , bismalla , i need to stop cuz my crying is crazy , faj2a

Hamad: dalal ?

I looked at him with my big puffy eyes and red nose 

Hamad: minu ely emsawee feech chthe ?

 

I didnt say a word

Hamad's P.O.V: 

Wallah im3awra galbee.. il moshkila mo rathya itgool.. Ya rayt law bas itgool shinuu ib galb.ha 

I asked her again

Hamad: dalal please goolay shfeech 

Dalal's P.O.V: 

Lazim agool 7ag a7ad.. Atleast they will help 

I was about to talk .. Chan

Jassim yidish 

Great -.-

Hamad: ana baroo7 ayiblich may ok

No please dont leave me 

And he left to the kitchen 

Jassim came closer to my ears and said 

Jassim: wallah ya dalal in ba6altay 7algich ag9a ilsanich fahma

I started to cry even more 

Hamad came with a glass of water 

Jassim was about to exit, he went to hamad and took the glass and drank it 

Jassim: mashkour, shdarak iny kint 3a6shan 

He left 

Hamad couldn't keep up  

And i was crying non stop 

I closed my eyes 

I felt someone hugging me from the back

I opened my eyes to see

Hamad 

I felt safe in his arms

 

Shwaya wala a7ad yidish 

It was..

Khaled 

Khaled : shg3id y9eer miny 

No no no 

Not now 

Law bedy i stayed in his arms forever 

Hamad slowly let go of me and faced khaled

Khaleds P.O.V: 

Sh.hal ma9khara ? Sh.hal e5it ? 

I kept my thoughts to myself

Hamad: khaled its not what it looks like 

Me: 3ayal inna my cousins bestfriend hugging my si- 

I stopped cuz my eyes landed on my sisters bleeding hand and leg 

Me: DALAAL SHFEEHAA EDICHH OO REELICH ??

Dalal kept silence and it explains everything 

I took her to the hospital, bas 7a6aw banadage 3ala il jar7 w 3a6ooha medicine

We went back to the shalaih and to find mishary oo hamad ga3den bil 9alaa dalal ran up to her room and i didnt want to face hamad 

I was about to leave but hamad stopped me 

Hamad: khaled laa tifham 8ala6 allah e5aleek , tara walla moo nafs ely balik 

I turned around and faced him , but i need to calm down cuz i really need to know what happened 

I looked at him ib 6araf 3ayny

Khaled: na3am hamad ? 

Hamad: choof khaled i was swiming with mishary , i came to the shalaih 3ashan ba5ith the tanning oil oo may , oo maa wa3ayt ela dalal ga3d tabche i didnt know what to do she was crying like your telling a fat kid no junk food anymore 

Me: inzain oo el ma6loob ? 

Hamad: intaa esma3 , i hugged her to calm her down , bss tadree a7is inna its jassimoo el kharaa 

Me: now were getting somewhere 

I went and sat next to hamad oo mishary  ib 3alam thany 

Hamad: choof ana 7as ina ihwa la2ana ilyoum  yaah oo hadadha

 

Me: MINUU IHWA 3ASHAN EHADED E5TY ?

Hamad : khaled had a3a9abk oo esma3ny 

Me: ra7 asm3 bss awal shay jawib 3ala su2aly 

Hamad: inzain es2al

Me : fee shay baynik oo bain e5ty ?

Hamads P.O.V :

What does that question even mean ?

I just wish fee 

Stagfrallah

Me: khaled shchayifny ?

Khaled: madre 3anik , inzain shinu insawe ib jassim ? 

Me: ive got something

Khaled: inzain gool 3ashan insa3dik 

Me: youll know later

Mishary: yaa jama3a el khair , ana el wa7eed thay3 ? 

Khaled: 5oo inta 6ool 7ayatik thay3 

Mishary : yalla chub zain 6a3 minu yitkalm ? 

Khaled: yallaa eglib wayhik yalla 

Mishary: bss shlon wayhe seeda 

Khaled: chub la wallah  box

Mishary: box wella 9a6ar ?

Khaled: misharioo bakaf5ik wallah 

Mishary: at7adak yalaa

Maa wa3ayt elaa khaled oo mishary 6ay7en 3ala el arth , mishary 8ashyan min el thi7ik oo khaled ga3d 3ala mishary

Khaled: t2saf yalla 

Mishary: wetha mabee shlon ?

Khaled: 3ad tadree feny 6ag3a 

Mishary: KHALEDD WALLAH YAA WAYLIKK 

khaled: hard way or easy ? 

Mishary: inzain inzain sorry 

They both got up laughing and started to play deal

Fays P.O.V: 

Dalal told me everything 

Bagayt i3yooni min kithir ma in9idamt 

Fay: SHINUU HATHA MA YIST7EE 3ALA WAYHA.. MA YIGOUL HATHEE MY COUSIN... 

And so on.. 

Dalal: fayy bas please wallah broo7y ta3bana 

I hugged her..

Fay: dalool bas ga3da it3awreen galbee please la tabcheen 

Dalal: inshallah 

We stayed quiet for a couple of hours until i calm down and she let go of me 

Then faj2a sara oo nora edishon emdar3meen

Sara: hallaaa wallahh

Nora: ssssuuppp

Fay: shtabon ?

Nora: sheesh someones in a mood

Fay: noroo shtaben miny ?? 

Nora: minich ? Mabee shay , bss intay m7tara min jamaly 

Fay: ok yallaa chub zain

Nora: wetha mabe shlon ? 

Fay : laa tabeen zain

Nora: eeh kaife wallah 

Sara: stagfrallah 7ayatkom killaa hwash

Fay: eeh akeed fay oo nora

Nora: you got that right loser

Fay: loser wayhich

Nora: yallaa zain 

Fay: tabeen kaf ? 

Nora: kaf wella koo3 ? Kaakk 

Fay: wai3 its not even funny  

Nora: yes it is 

Fay: no 

Nora: yes, agool 6eraay 

Fay: i wish but no wings 

Nora: ok then drink redbull

Fay: uggghh itnarfzen 

And this went on and on and on, and el7imdallah i forgot about what jassim did in the moment , but i wish him luck because i know khaled mara7 e5leeh.

Chapter 19

Dalal's P.O.V: 

We went outside to the balcony w kal 3ada fay, lulu, khaled w mishary ga3deen yig6oon ga6at sa5eefa and playing deal 

7alata ma ri7t lihom

Khaled: OOB OOB MISHAYREEE!!! 6a3 6a3 yat il 3ayoooz 

Dalal: ANA 3AYOOOZ  YA 7MAAAR

Khaled: AAAYAA ZABOO6 IL NIG3A , ANAA OO5OOCH IL KBEEER 

Dalal: weeee tawnee adreee 

Khaled: 9ij inich 7a8eera 

Dalal: it9adg 6al3a 3alayk 

Mishary: tadroon shinuu widee

Nora: shinuu?

Mishary: wideee daza 3ala hal wagfa 

He was talking about me 

Dalal: agool chub chub, waaii3 it 8ithoon 

And went inside 

Khaled's P.O.V: 

Chena iz3alat 

Mishary: ya3nee iz3alt ma3 il wayh 

Khaled: 5alhaa 5alhaa khamis digayg w tird, kamil kamil il li3b 

Mishary: yallah il3ab 5an am95irk

Hamad's P.O.V: 

Dr. Hisham: obook dash ib '3aybooba 

Obooy dash ib '3aybooba

Hamad: mit2akd ina obooy?

Dr. Hisham: eeh obook, tabee itshoufa?

I stayed about 15 minutes with negative thoughts in my head 

Hamad: ok

I got up and followed dr. Masmooo7 < badliyat fay 

I got in the room it was filled Wires .. And machines ... Plugged in his chest

I couldnt see my own dad in a weak position.. From a tough guy till a weak one..  Allah yashfeee inshallah 

I went back to my mom and sara 

Sara: um.. Hamad??

Hamad: hala? 

Sara: umm.. 3adee ashouf obooy?? 

My mom gave me the ok 

Hamad: yallah imshay

Sara's P.O.V: 

I entered , I looked around without saying a word 

Hamad: t3aly ..

I came closer to him. And just stared , its over , why did my mom lie to me and told me that he lived out of kuwait when hes in kuwait why ? 

Thoughts keep running through my mind , i had endless questions i need answers but i had no one to answer them 

Hamad: sara

He said as he held my hand and pulled me into a hug , a warm hug , which freed my tears to come down my face

Hamad: sara hatha oboy 

He said as he looked at me 

Hamad : sara allah e5aleech laa tabchen

Sara: ra7 egom ? 

Hamad stayed quiet 

Sara: hamad oboy ra7 egoom ?

Why isnt he answering , i always dreamt to have a father and to meet him one day and talk to him and do everything girls do with their fathers, but my dreams came shuttering down when i saw him laying on the hospital bed , not standing with his arms open 

I let go of hamad and went closer to my "father" and took his hand and kissed it 

I whispered

Sara: baba please goom allah e5aleek ana bintik , bintik ely maa tadren 3anha baba please 

I placed my face on his hand and endless tears escaping this eyes 

Hamads P.O.V: 

Way ga63at galbe , bss law bedy shay asawee chan sawataa

She stayed there crying and i just rubbed her back to calm her down 

Few mins later the doctor came in 

Dr. Hisham : the visit is over 

I looked at sara , she kissed him hand and said 

Sara: byebye baba 

And we left the room

I took my mother and sara to the house and everyone went to sleep , but sleep still didnt ring my bell , i stayed up overthinking until 

Sara: hamad im scared

She said as she came and sat next to me , i pulled her into a hug and kissed her forehead

Hamad : laish 5ayfaa min shinu ?

Sara: madre , ya3ne witha oboy maa ga3d ? 

Hamad: laa latgolen chthe inshallah khair

Sara: hamad inta kint it3eesh 3ind oboy ?

Hamad : eeh laish ? 

Sara : oh laa bss su2al

She looked at me and flashed a smile 

Hamad : yal niz8aa ro7ay namy yalla

Sara: im not sleepy 

Hamad: you mean scared ? 

Sara : no 

She said as she turned to the other side , its too obvious

 

Hamad : namy 3inde 5ala9 

She gave me a huge smile and laid down next to me  , we slept maa 7asat bil shay until 

Mom : hamad *sniff* hamad 7abeeby *sniff* goom

I opened my eyes to see my mom with her endless tears she looked at me and said 

Mom: 3atham allah ajrikk 

Shinu ? Wait wait ? What the hell is she saying ?

Mom: obok twafaa

And tears fell more for her eyes i was in shock , i cant believe this , i looked at her and gave her a hug  and i woke sara up and we changed and went to the hospital , we said our goodbyes 

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Dalal's P.O.V: 

One week went by and every is perfect , i took my cast off and i can swim now , sara and hamad are great now , and guess what ,Im starting to have feeling for hamad , but im scared to even mention it 

Fay: DALALOOO !!

She screamed from far awayyy , we are at the beach and were riding jets, me , fay, sara and nora

Dalal: HAAA ?? 

Fay: ABEE MAYY 

Dalal: OO MIN WAIN AYEEBLICH ?? 

Sara: intayy wiyahaa bsskom 9ara5 

Nora: egool chnaa 3ayayiz 

Fay: chub yalla

Nora: wetha mabe ? 

Fay : laa tabeen zain?

Nora: eeh zain

Dalal: wayy bss 3ad kilaa hwash ?? 

Fay : a3arfich fay oo noraa

We started to laugh , we raced and then we got back to the shore , we raced about who gets the bathroom first 

Fay: noroo yaa 7mara ana yeet gablichh ! 

Nora in the bathroom: oppss you snooze you lose 

Fay: noroo open the door right now 

Nora: oppss

She said as she opened the water 

Fay: i hate you

Nora: bss ana a7ibich shlon ?

Fay: chub

She said as she came to the room, oo 7adhaa em3a9ba 

Dalal: shfeehaa fayonaa em3a9baa

Fay: chub lat kalmeny

Dalal: obb obb el 7ilwaa z3alana

Fay: I HATE THE WORD 7ILWA OO CHUB 

Dalal: ok ok calm down 

I said as i laughed

Mins later nora came out

Fay: 7imdalla 3ala el salama 

 

Nora: the bathroom is all yours

Fay:  3igoob shinu ? 

She gave her a dead stare and went to the bathroom and did her business and i waited until sara finished 

When i got out .. Maa ligat a7ad soo i wore my cloths dried my hair and went out for a walk

Kint ga3da atmasha bil shari3 lafayt 3ashan arid il shalaih  kanat fee black land cruiser im'3ayima yaya yamee i freaked out to death nazalt rasee w mishayt shwaya wala titba6al il direesha 7ayl ti9arwa3t faj2a

______: il7ilwa laish 6al3a broo7ha 

Lafayt wayhee 3la il sayara wla.....

Jassim 

 Dalal: ha??

I walked toward his car 

Dalal: sorry ma sim3tik 

Jassim: ga3id agoolich laish 6al3a broo7ich 

Umbaaay chthaaab kalama kila ya3kisa ooouuff 

Dalal: *nafsiya* kint ga3da atmasha 

Jassim: shway shway 3layan.. Il mohim rikbay 3ashan awa9lich

Dalal: la mal da3eee 

Jassim: tara al7een il sa3a 9:30 ya3nee kil il shabab yi6li3oon fa rikbay a7san 

Dalal: ok 

9ara7a i agreed bas 3ashan 9ij malee 5ilg aswee salfa ma3a 

I went to the back seat 

Jassim: shinoo ana 9ayi8 obooch? Ta3alay gi3day jidam 

Dalal: ok-.-

I went and sat in the front 

Jassim: taw ma nawarat il sayara 

And leaned to the right 

7adee ra7 adgira 

I got out my phone and checked twitter

Jassim: aaa7 

Dalal: tabeeee plaster w diwa 3ashan yi5afif il 3awar? 

Jassim: eeeh 

And came closer to me 

Dalal: wain ily yi3awrik * rij3t lay wara*

 

Jassim: hneee *he pointed his finger 3la his lips and came closer* 

Hatha shga3id yisweeee 

Waaaaiiiii3

I moved backward and putted my left arms behind me so i could open the door

Jassim: shfeech mi5tar3a?? * came closer*

I opened the door and fell out of the car 

I rolled over the floor and quickly got up and ran as fast as i can 

I entered from the kitchen door and started to cry 

Shwaya wala asma3 

_____: laish ga3da tabcheen

I turned around and tried to see the person in front of me but i couldn't from the tears after a few seconds i saw Hamad that was in front of me 

Hamad: dalal shfeeha eedich w iryolich laish ga3id yi9ib minha dam?? 

 

I look down to find my leg and arm filled with blood 

Hamad: minuu sawa feech chithee 

I couldn't answer any of his question because i was busy crying 

He putted his hand on my back and started to rub it to calm me down 

Hamad: bas dalal ihday la tabcheen wayed moo zain 

Hamad's P.O.V: 

Madree laish yaynee i7sas ina fee a7ad imswee feeha shay.. Law ihya 6ay7a chan radat 3lay.. Bas shloun ba3rif minu imswee feeha chithee??  

  I took some tissue and wiped the blood of her skin ... Bruises and cuts all over the place 

Mosta7eel itkoon 6ay7a... Fee a7ad imswee feeha shay