Chapter 8

Hamad'a pov:

Khaled : yallah 3ayl ana amshee 

Mishary: la7th la7tha ay shalaih

Khaled: shalaih yam shalaih yaditee, ishfeek? 

Mishary: khalf allah 3lay

Khaled started to laugh 

Khaled: yallah 3yal ashofkom 

He left 

Mishary gave me a pat on my back 

Mishary: yallah mishayna

I obeyed and i followed

We got in the car 

The whole ride was silent 

All i feel now........

I just dont know what i feel now

I just want to sit in a corner

And cry 

It is all my fault

I should've died in this accident 

I WISH TO DIE!!! 

And suddenly mishary's voice brought me to reality

Mishary: hamoood...hamoood, shfeek sar7an

Hamad: ha, la mafeeny shay

Mishary gave me the confused stare

Mishary: tara wi9alna roo7 yeeb jan6tik 

Hamad: inshallah, i got down as i closes the door

Mishary: tabeee ayee ma3ak

Hamad: la wallah 3adee 

I closed the door and entered the house and found my dad sitting in the living room

Dad: ma 9adagna sharaft, tawik tit'thakar 3indik oboo 

 Ynarfiz 

Ya3nee may shoof ily ib rasee 

Hamad: KINT BIL MOSTASHFA WALA DAGAYT WALA SA2ALT 3ANEE

My dad was quite, i can see smoke coming out if his ears 

Dad: INTA MA TIST7E 3ALA WAYHIK ITKALM OBOK CHITHE

Hamad: afaa 3alyk hathee tarbeetik 

*ib kil brood*

Dad: YABIN IL K**B, YA 7AYWAN ANA 9IJ MA RABAYTIK 3ADIL

hamad: tawik ti3trif *laughing* 

Dad: ISH'HAL ISLOB ANA MARBAYT WALAD IB HAL 7A8ARA, W IL ISLOOB IL WA9I5, WAIN HAMAD IL AWILE

hamad: wallah ma ta8yar 

And every word he says is like putting a knife to my chest 

My father 

My OWN father

Yigoolee hal klam 

Mishary pov:

Hatha ishsalfta 6awal 

A5af 9ar fee shay 

La la, la ag3ad afwil 3ala il walad 

Ya 3amee la2 6awal 5al anzil ashofa 

I got down and i entered the living room to find.....

Tawa kan iboo hamad rafi3 eeyda yabee ya6ig hamad 

Me: hala guwa 3amee

Hamad's dad: haw mishary shino ga3id itswee ihnee 

Me: ana kint yay a5ith hamad la2ana baroo7 ma3a il shalaih 

Hamad's dad: la makoo roo7a 

iiiifff hatha shinu yinarfiz 

Mishary: la 3amee 5al ayay ma3ay widy a'3air jaw ma3a 

Hamad's dad: wallah 3asahnik wala hatha moo kafoo

Mishary: mashkour 3amee

Hamad: ana baroo7 ajahiz a'3rathy

Mishary:umm... Hamood ana bayay ma3ak

Hamad: ok yallah

We went upstairs and i had a brilliant plan that will make hamad happy

Mishary: umm.. Hamad 3ady a5ith telephonik adig 3ala 5alty om khaled *i lied*

Hamad: eeeh 6ab3an 3ady i5tha bidoon la tis2al

Mishary: mashkour... Ana baroo7 il 9ala ok

Hamad: ok

I left the room, went to the 9ala, i searched phone number and called from my phone

I dialed the number 99******

6oo6 6ooo6 ....

________: alooo